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Emotions run high, and answers remain unanswered. Why?
Thoughts, Comments please.



There was a time when life was full of smiles,
Or was there?
There was a time when I knew not to hate,
Or at least I thought.
There was a time when everyone was one, equal,
At least I was told.

The innocence that I have lost, is a story I have been told.
A story of hatred, of anger of legends yet to unfold.
The innocence of pure, of love, of laughter,
Of time so long ago.
A time in my childhood when everything was gold.

A picture of the world in which we have become, or what we have created.
I am still not sure.
A world in which there is no equality, no tolerance, and a mind which remains closed.
My mind has become numb to the picture I see.
PAIN, ANGER, HURT, RACISM, HATERED, MURDER.

Is there an end? A peaceful mortality?

Each day I see the beauty that lies within the world,
That lies within each and everyone of us
So beautiful are we.

Why do we tolerate the hatred between diversity?
The racism, the murder, and the pain we so deliberately inflict upon those who are different, not like you or I?

Can’t you see we are all one, united, together for all eternity?

I see the good everyday,
I see the bad everyday.

I know that we can overcome,
Just maybe if we try.

For we are all different, yet all the same.
TOGETHER,
FOREVER,

ONE.

Emotions of my Heart

A piece playing a little bit of a devils advocate....



Waiting
For the gentle touch of your lips,

Feeling,
The soft embrace of your loving caress,

Watching,
You undress.

Anticipation,
For the ecstasy to come,

Excitement,
Feeling your touch next to me,

Desire,
To feel you inside of me,

Love,
The way my heart has become,

Sadness,
To know soon you will be gone.

Anger,
At the way you walked away,

Comfort,
Knowing you can’t refrain from me.

Courage,
To walk away,
Knowing someday,

You will be back.

Saying I love you, can turn me inside,
Lusting after you is taken in strides.

The comfort of you,
Is to much to bear,
To much to handle and to much to fear,

My heart,
Only so much can spare,
To the desire,
You leave me,

Alone

With my dreams of finding you.

Someday, inside of me.

Ms. Devine

Words of wisdom swept my mind,
Lost in the story of Ms. Devine.

Eloquently she was,
Never missing a beat, towering above others,
Kissing at her feet.

Caught in a whirlwind of emotion,
Loving all who came,
Shedding a tear for lost ones,
Reaching out for those in need.

Caught in a journey, she never should have made,
Looking towards tomorrow,
Letting the sun fade.

Dying inside,
Wiping the hands of time.
Crying for wisdom,
She carried in her heart.

The world saw her as this,
Yet she was never understood.
The beauty was outside,
But her soul is what held the key.

Inside she wept,
She felt the depth of her soul ripped from her side.
If only they knew,
If only they could see.
The side of Ms. Devine that was closed to the human eye.

The words she spoke, were just a whisper in the wind,
A subtle tribute to the ones she loved,
The ones that saw as she really was.

The words of wisdom that are in mind,
The words spoken by Ms. Devine.

Look inside, and you will see,
The true beauty and the person to be.
The person who flourishes, and the person we love,

Deep inside, lives Ms. Devine.

Intensify

Intensity burning, yearning,
Let it go.

Where is the flow?

Watching, waiting,
Scheming, Screaming.

You must let go,

Drop

Fall

Run

Run far away,
Don’t look back
Don’t you dare stay.

Jump, GO
Racing,

Intensify

Let the mind blow you away.

Forget the past,
Tomorrow is here,
Live in the now and regret the future.

To Live….

Bring forth the challenge, diminish the failure.

Heighten the flow,
Lose the low.

The pressure,
Let it go.

Write What You Know, Know What you Write

So this question or rather phrase has got me thinking. I love to write and generally have no trouble pounding out the words. Sometimes however, I get a little thing called writers block, or rather a few comments that say my writing is to heavy.
Well let me just say, I write what I know, and I know what I write. My writing may not be suitable for all to read, my writing may not please all who read. But hey, I write from my heart, and my heart may not always have something light to say.
I try to write everyday, and usually succeed. Some of my work is a work in progress, and I have a million unfinished pieces just waiting to be done.
For all of you out there that understand the power of a finished piece, well there are no words to describe. My writing is my baby, I nurture it with care and feel nothing but pure joy when a piece is born. I can honestly say that this is my one and only true love.
Now don't get me wrong I have had the pleasure of experiencing a love, but never the love I feel when I write, so yes my writing is always first. Some may say this is sad, some may not understand, but to me, writing is my passion, my dreams, my life - past, present and future. There is no love that will ever feel my whole life as writing will.

So this post is about my true love, take it as you will, agree, disagree, comment or don't.

I write what I know and I know what I write.
There is nothing that can take away the creativity, emotions, or reality of your mind.

Much Love
Kates

Mind Racing

Another Piece I wrote to describe my mind at times.


Thoughts race,
My mind is numb,
I can’t figure which way to turn.

Black and gray,
It doesn’t make sense.

I’m spinning,
Dizzy,
Not sure where to fall.

Left, Right,
Up, Down.

Please stop

STOP…...

Nothing makes sense,
I can’t make it right.

THINK,
THINK

Bring me down,
Calm me with you hand,
Close my eyes,
Decipher my mind.

Meditation brings to ease,
Falling,
Down.

Erasing my conscious

Goodbye

A little piece I wrote to cope and move forward...


You ask of me to give you time,
I look inside my heart to see the pain,
The scars,
The hurt…..

I can respect your thoughts on life,
I can’t respect your take on my heart.

I ask to you to give,
I don’t need a lot.

You want,
You need,
You have nothing to give in return,

To me…..

You can have all of me; all you have to do is ask,
I will give you my heart freely, but I need to know you will be there.

You are not there, you never will be.
I am asking you to leave.

Deep inside, I want to scream, don’t go.
It is so hard for me to let go.

You…
You have made me see that there is good,
You made me see a side that I have not been able to see for so long.
You gave me a glance into a side of my heart that I thought was forever lost.

For this I thank you.
So many things you have done for me,
So many different pieces you have picked up and put back together,

Inside of me.

Now it is time to say goodbye, now I am letting you go.
You are not right for my heart,
For all that you have done, you kill me inside.
I will forever be grateful for your presence at the time.
I am not angry, I am not mad, just numb.

I have to say goodbye.

Emotions of Me

I love,
I hate,
I learn,
I give,
I am here,
Sometimes I have to leave.

I feel,
I cry,
I laugh,
I scream.
I scream so loud, I lay down and weep.

I am me,
I am a person,
I breathe,
My heart beats.

I feel just as anyone will,
I have a conscious, sometimes it bleeds.

I have a desire,
A desire that runs deep.
A hope, A dream
A belief in me.

Nothing is perfect, including me,
Life is a journey,
A journey, to find your key.

A key to life,
Freedom,
Pain,
Happiness,
And hope.

A reason to go on,
A reason to live.

A person who lives,
Inside of me.