Fuck You

Do you really care or just pretend to care?
Why do you waste you time and mine?
Life revolves around you, your time, your life, your dream…
What about me?
Yeah that’s right fuck off!
I’m sorry did I stutter?
No maybe you just didn’t hear me..
Maybe you just didn’t hear me say that I am kicking your sorry ass to the curb and going my own way.
No more excuses, no more lies… no more, “baby let’s just try”
I am sick of trying with you and sick of making it work. I am sick of hearing you say “baby I miss you” When once again we are back at square one.
Being a convenience to you is getting quite old.
So I am saying it one more time
FUCK YOU!

OVER

A moment in time, a truth, a lie.
Questions, answers, please do not ask why.
Emotions are stirring, tears are streaming
Screaming in the back of my head.
Franticly swimming the thoughts in my mind,
Visions blurred, hearing left unheard.
Cover your eyes, hold on tight, this ride may last all night.
Scream like you never have before, cry as if you have no more tears.
Do not laugh, your heart is not yet healed,
Bow your head
Close your eyes
Live not today,
Do not try.

Better left unsaid

Some things are better left unsaid.

I love you

Just turn your head away,
Don’t look my way
Don’t chase after me, just walk away.

Unsaid, to you.

Let me cry inside, let me walk
Set me free, don’t come looking.

You’ll never see my tears or feel my heartbeat,
My hand slips from yours, just let go.
Don’t ask why, don’t question my intention,
Don’t whisper in my ear

I
Miss
You

Some things are better left unsaid.

Unable to give me what I need, providing a false sense of hope
Leading me down a path of hurt, staying until your next convenience.
Hating you for who you are, resenting you for what you do.
Playing your game for just a while, letting you go…..

NOW.

I could say all these words to you, speak them from my lips, make you hurt, and cry, make you wonder why…. I feel the way I do…. Loving you, Hating you, Lusting you, Resenting you……

But to you, some things are better left unsaid.

Near My Heart

Whispers in my ear,
Thoughts of you so near.

Waiting
For
You

Your heart beats
Next to mine
Your hand holds mine

Your kiss so gently on my lips

Your
Touch…..

Reaching out to me.
Holding me close
Feeling me

You whisper in my ear
I am here

You hold me
Calming me,
Daring me not to fear

I am with you
You can close your eyes

Dream
I will wake you
If you cry

Hold me close
Don’t let go

I won’t my darling
Please
Let me near.

Don’t push me away
I am here

For
You

Always.