Do you really care or just pretend to care?
Why do you waste you time and mine?
Life revolves around you, your time, your life, your dream…
What about me?
Yeah that’s right fuck off!
I’m sorry did I stutter?
No maybe you just didn’t hear me..
Maybe you just didn’t hear me say that I am kicking your sorry ass to the curb and going my own way.
No more excuses, no more lies… no more, “baby let’s just try”
I am sick of trying with you and sick of making it work. I am sick of hearing you say “baby I miss you” When once again we are back at square one.
Being a convenience to you is getting quite old.
So I am saying it one more time
FUCK YOU!
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
OVER
A moment in time, a truth, a lie.
Questions, answers, please do not ask why.
Emotions are stirring, tears are streaming
Screaming in the back of my head.
Franticly swimming the thoughts in my mind,
Visions blurred, hearing left unheard.
Cover your eyes, hold on tight, this ride may last all night.
Scream like you never have before, cry as if you have no more tears.
Do not laugh, your heart is not yet healed,
Bow your head
Close your eyes
Live not today,
Do not try.
Questions, answers, please do not ask why.
Emotions are stirring, tears are streaming
Screaming in the back of my head.
Franticly swimming the thoughts in my mind,
Visions blurred, hearing left unheard.
Cover your eyes, hold on tight, this ride may last all night.
Scream like you never have before, cry as if you have no more tears.
Do not laugh, your heart is not yet healed,
Bow your head
Close your eyes
Live not today,
Do not try.
Friday, August 17, 2007
Better left unsaid
Some things are better left unsaid.
I love you
Just turn your head away,
Don’t look my way
Don’t chase after me, just walk away.
Unsaid, to you.
Let me cry inside, let me walk
Set me free, don’t come looking.
You’ll never see my tears or feel my heartbeat,
My hand slips from yours, just let go.
Don’t ask why, don’t question my intention,
Don’t whisper in my ear
I
Miss
You
Some things are better left unsaid.
Unable to give me what I need, providing a false sense of hope
Leading me down a path of hurt, staying until your next convenience.
Hating you for who you are, resenting you for what you do.
Playing your game for just a while, letting you go…..
NOW.
I could say all these words to you, speak them from my lips, make you hurt, and cry, make you wonder why…. I feel the way I do…. Loving you, Hating you, Lusting you, Resenting you……
But to you, some things are better left unsaid.
I love you
Just turn your head away,
Don’t look my way
Don’t chase after me, just walk away.
Unsaid, to you.
Let me cry inside, let me walk
Set me free, don’t come looking.
You’ll never see my tears or feel my heartbeat,
My hand slips from yours, just let go.
Don’t ask why, don’t question my intention,
Don’t whisper in my ear
I
Miss
You
Some things are better left unsaid.
Unable to give me what I need, providing a false sense of hope
Leading me down a path of hurt, staying until your next convenience.
Hating you for who you are, resenting you for what you do.
Playing your game for just a while, letting you go…..
NOW.
I could say all these words to you, speak them from my lips, make you hurt, and cry, make you wonder why…. I feel the way I do…. Loving you, Hating you, Lusting you, Resenting you……
But to you, some things are better left unsaid.
Wednesday, August 1, 2007
Near My Heart
Whispers in my ear,
Thoughts of you so near.
Waiting
For
You
Your heart beats
Next to mine
Your hand holds mine
Your kiss so gently on my lips
Your
Touch…..
Reaching out to me.
Holding me close
Feeling me
You whisper in my ear
I am here
You hold me
Calming me,
Daring me not to fear
I am with you
You can close your eyes
Dream
I will wake you
If you cry
Hold me close
Don’t let go
I won’t my darling
Please
Let me near.
Don’t push me away
I am here
For
You
Always.
Thoughts of you so near.
Waiting
For
You
Your heart beats
Next to mine
Your hand holds mine
Your kiss so gently on my lips
Your
Touch…..
Reaching out to me.
Holding me close
Feeling me
You whisper in my ear
I am here
You hold me
Calming me,
Daring me not to fear
I am with you
You can close your eyes
Dream
I will wake you
If you cry
Hold me close
Don’t let go
I won’t my darling
Please
Let me near.
Don’t push me away
I am here
For
You
Always.
Monday, July 23, 2007
For You
Starless nights, music to my ears,
Loving and learning
To the beat of my heart.
Moon shining glitter, over the water
Laying in your arms,
My heart is a flutter
So many lessons learned with you at my side,
My heart once again opens,
To you.
Sleeping so soundly, feeling your breath, your heartbeat,
As you hold me close.
My eyelids are heavy, my heart is light
Knowing you are there
Waiting for me, learning with me
Watching over me
Making me feel alive.
Tasteful wonders, sweet kisses
Listening to your voice
Feeling your caress, against my skin.
Reaching for me, feeling your hand
My sleep becomes sound,
I have found my calm.
In you.
Loving and learning
To the beat of my heart.
Moon shining glitter, over the water
Laying in your arms,
My heart is a flutter
So many lessons learned with you at my side,
My heart once again opens,
To you.
Sleeping so soundly, feeling your breath, your heartbeat,
As you hold me close.
My eyelids are heavy, my heart is light
Knowing you are there
Waiting for me, learning with me
Watching over me
Making me feel alive.
Tasteful wonders, sweet kisses
Listening to your voice
Feeling your caress, against my skin.
Reaching for me, feeling your hand
My sleep becomes sound,
I have found my calm.
In you.
Thursday, July 5, 2007
Release Me
Sitting alone under a starless sky,
Not knowing how to laugh or cry.
Feelings that should be numb,
Strike me deep inside.
My tears are dry, my soul is hallowed.
I feel nothing, yet everything.
All wrapped into me.
Give me an answer, feel me cry.
Give me the strength,
To at least try.
To walk again with my held high.
Emotions that are swept to the floor,
My heart tingles, feeling the panic
Of being alone,
Not sure where to turn,
How to love,
How to be me.
Lost in world, lost to myself,
Tears streaming down my face,
Up and down, never settling for what may be,
Never satisfied with just me.
The beauty that lies within,
Lost for the world to see
Re surface, release, let me be free.
Give me an answer, feel me cry.
Give me the strength,
To at least try.
To walk again with my held high.
Not knowing how to laugh or cry.
Feelings that should be numb,
Strike me deep inside.
My tears are dry, my soul is hallowed.
I feel nothing, yet everything.
All wrapped into me.
Give me an answer, feel me cry.
Give me the strength,
To at least try.
To walk again with my held high.
Emotions that are swept to the floor,
My heart tingles, feeling the panic
Of being alone,
Not sure where to turn,
How to love,
How to be me.
Lost in world, lost to myself,
Tears streaming down my face,
Up and down, never settling for what may be,
Never satisfied with just me.
The beauty that lies within,
Lost for the world to see
Re surface, release, let me be free.
Give me an answer, feel me cry.
Give me the strength,
To at least try.
To walk again with my held high.
Monday, June 25, 2007
ONE
Emotions run high, and answers remain unanswered. Why?
Thoughts, Comments please.
There was a time when life was full of smiles,
Or was there?
There was a time when I knew not to hate,
Or at least I thought.
There was a time when everyone was one, equal,
At least I was told.
The innocence that I have lost, is a story I have been told.
A story of hatred, of anger of legends yet to unfold.
The innocence of pure, of love, of laughter,
Of time so long ago.
A time in my childhood when everything was gold.
A picture of the world in which we have become, or what we have created.
I am still not sure.
A world in which there is no equality, no tolerance, and a mind which remains closed.
My mind has become numb to the picture I see.
PAIN, ANGER, HURT, RACISM, HATERED, MURDER.
Is there an end? A peaceful mortality?
Each day I see the beauty that lies within the world,
That lies within each and everyone of us
So beautiful are we.
Why do we tolerate the hatred between diversity?
The racism, the murder, and the pain we so deliberately inflict upon those who are different, not like you or I?
Can’t you see we are all one, united, together for all eternity?
I see the good everyday,
I see the bad everyday.
I know that we can overcome,
Just maybe if we try.
For we are all different, yet all the same.
TOGETHER,
FOREVER,
ONE.
Thoughts, Comments please.
There was a time when life was full of smiles,
Or was there?
There was a time when I knew not to hate,
Or at least I thought.
There was a time when everyone was one, equal,
At least I was told.
The innocence that I have lost, is a story I have been told.
A story of hatred, of anger of legends yet to unfold.
The innocence of pure, of love, of laughter,
Of time so long ago.
A time in my childhood when everything was gold.
A picture of the world in which we have become, or what we have created.
I am still not sure.
A world in which there is no equality, no tolerance, and a mind which remains closed.
My mind has become numb to the picture I see.
PAIN, ANGER, HURT, RACISM, HATERED, MURDER.
Is there an end? A peaceful mortality?
Each day I see the beauty that lies within the world,
That lies within each and everyone of us
So beautiful are we.
Why do we tolerate the hatred between diversity?
The racism, the murder, and the pain we so deliberately inflict upon those who are different, not like you or I?
Can’t you see we are all one, united, together for all eternity?
I see the good everyday,
I see the bad everyday.
I know that we can overcome,
Just maybe if we try.
For we are all different, yet all the same.
TOGETHER,
FOREVER,
ONE.
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